nothingness

life….is boring

blogging…does not make it better.

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you don’t know how sad i feel to see u feel like that

tell me

whats the point of everything?
whats the point of going so far and getting so tired in the end?
whats the point of trying so hard and not getting any in the end?
whats the point of loving so hard to end up getting hurt in the end?
whats the point of living when we have to go in the end?

each day passes and a part of me still loves u,when the other part tells me not to.
im living in your shadows whether you like it or not
no,this is not karma,not my karma,nor yours.
its just the aftermath of the memories we once had
which a part of me wants to relive it.

out of control

i go to jurong island everything to then complain about how fucked up my life is when my parents or other adults are doing the same thing for more than how long i’ve been on this planet.when i’m making it big fuss when its just two weeks plus.oh well,whatever.i guess i’ll still be complaining.
HAHA,WTH.
reason for disappearing : i don’t know also.

‘you spin my head right round right round..when u go down my head go ouch ouch’

and you think..

u are the only irritated one today,i bet u don’t know im twice as irritated as u are:
1. cus u are irritated with your stuff
2. i’m irritated with everything around me
3. i beat the bloody red light today,the camera probably caught me
4. and i’m only getting over the whole accident thing on friday
my day probably sucked big time,the weather sucks,every single fucking day sucks,im trying so hard to quit,i can’t,and as a result,im edgy as hell.sigh.

i can’t believe this is the kind of first post i have since months.

Mundane

this is what i’ve learnt in school :

meet bunny

the bird

mr sylvester

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nothing feels right when im not with you
sick of this jeans and this gucci shirt
takin them off makes me feel the pinch
tryin’ to dress up when im feeling broke

i’ma step out of this skinny jeans
curl up in a ball with CALVIN KLEIN
in bed i lay with nothing but a boxers on (i’m all by myself with nothing)
with nothing but a boxers on.

HAHAHA =/

how can i move on,when i’m still in love with you

Sucks

to be me.

tell me why

Life

Here’s how I’ve been spending my life :

1. I try to sleep till 1pm everyday.

2. I went to Japan with Fuji and Reuel and had fun although I fell sick.

3. I put stupid shoutouts on facebook everyday
e.g. Phelan wants a threesome.
e.g. Phelan wants to invent a male contraceptive pill.
e.g. Phelan thinks that you should go look at his facebook profile if u guys want to see more of it.

4. I crack my head so hard every night to think of things to do the next day.

5. I watch meaningless movies.

6. I hang out with people.

7. I play tennis.

8. I’ve been clubbing,but not recently.

9. I’ve been having weird dreams.

10. I check http://www.nyp.edu.sg everyday in hopes to see my timetable for the next semester,but to no avail…

and the list goes on,but not to mention,money has been a problem. On a whole,lifes been mundane,REALLY MUNDANE.

I need some entertainment,maybe i shall go hunt for Mas Selamat! (He’s still on loose right?)

WTH,HAHA!
who knows

Fucker and the Fuckee

Just like the interviewer and the interviewee.So who’s my fuckee?

ohkay,random.Life’s been mundane,like really really mundane.

I had the most random dream about my TP test,i swear my test car was some Honda City and it was convertible whereby the wierdest of the wierdest thing happened where my instructor was some spirit.

OMG.HAHAHAHA.

Gay Club & Alcohol & Apologies

It was an unplanned evening,we went into this gay club. Dance floor had less than 10 girls and crowded with sausages and meat balls,some were fucking meat patties i swear.Fucking sausage fest i swear.Nonetheless,i got my fix. 😀 HAHA.

i’m sorry,i hope you’re ohkay